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Sometimes when I find you with your gloomy face
You always laughing and just fine
hiding your true feelings
Deep in your heart you cry
because of your dark past keep following you

I wonder you can continue to live that way
such as wearing a mask and lie to yourself
You say okay though you don't have anyone at your side
You continue to live in solitude
and nobody knows your suffering
Then up to the limit when you realize everything is in vain
You can't be sincere to yourself
You've been playing with your own life

I know your heart bleeding and weaken
hope someone will help you out of there
in despair you say
"Live or die are no different"

What is life?
What the meaning to be alive?
Why we have to live like those people?
For what purpose ...?

Day by day you're going through a hard life
all hope is gone

"After all the sins that I did, there's no reason to live anymore"
"Why humans should strive hard in life?"
"Why I should try again? Can I stop?"
"I've wasted my life for a long time"
"My life means nothing without the precious one beside me"

You could've run away,
You could've changed yourself to hide the pain,
You could've regretted yourself even choosing revenge for a settlement,
You could've chosen to end,
You could've blamed someone else because you’ve been ignored,
But you don't have to do that

Be stronger
Because even if you're weak inside
you were born to be strong
What’s the point in pretending live a good life
you'll continue to make excuse for yourself which is fool

You may slump, imagining and creating a world to
reassuring yourself
But you can’t be there forever
One day when real world calls you
have a believe
you have to rise up

In this world there are many ways to live
No need to push yourself because you're bound to find your light
although it wasn't as you planned before
You’re free to do anything

So, stay alive
Do all the things you wanna do
Though it's hard, just keep trying
because you'll never know the future
Don't quench the passion
Live to the fullest

Koujaku . Noiz . Mink . Clear . Ren
I believe you are stronger than you ever knew
  • Listening to: TK from Toshite Shigure - unravel


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Aka Natsuka
Artist | Hobbyist | Design & Interfaces
still learning...

Hi, this is Natsuka or Nacchi (that's how people called me).

I love : photography and drawing. I'm addicted to Japanese art, people, culture, etc.

I'm a fan of ARASHI, the GAZETTE, ALICE NINE, ONE OK ROCK, DMMd, etc. In Arashi my favorite member: Matsujun. In the GazettE I like Aoi and he inspired me to learn guitar back in past days. I like all members in One Ok Rock, but if have to choose I think it's Ryota-kun. In DMMd my favorite is Sly Blue.

I enough constantly choose all materials such as pictures, magazine scans, and a lot from them for reap my creativity both in writing literature (fan-fiction) and creating all the graphic art.

宜しくお願いします。Thanks for watching and your comments.

Current Residence: Jogjakarta, ID
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Soul, R&B, metalcore, alternative metal, electro-pop
Favourite style of art: retro, vintage, gothic, classic, orient-style
Favourite cartoon character: Doraemon, Rilakkuma

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cheerookie Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Maaaahhh ini akuuuhh Chiima Chiyoo :3
bittawae Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist Interface Designer
iya chii.. aku watch ya..
AdelphoiA3 Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2013   General Artist
Halo Nacchi,
Selamat bergabung di #Indonesian-Artist, ya.. :) [link]
Karyamu bagus2, kami pasti akan sangat senang jika galeri kami diramaikan oleh karya2mu itu,, :)
Jangan lupa submit di folder yg sesuai, ya.. :aww:
Semoga kamu senang, Nacchi ^^
bittawae Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2013  Hobbyist Interface Designer
Salam kenal ya.
Saya usahakan juga bisa berkontribusi di #Indonesian-Artist..:V terimakasih sudah komen di page saya.. :D
EupheniaRhapsody Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello! Thank you so much for joining the :iconnogod-fanclub:
bittawae Featured By Owner May 15, 2012  Hobbyist Interface Designer
hi! thx u for accept me.. ^^
japanmeonly Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2011  Student Digital Artist
thankyou so much for the watch! I really appreciate it :rose: :heart: :aww:
bittawae Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2013  Hobbyist Interface Designer
you're welcome. it's fine since I love your art, right? xD
Kyrananao Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2011
bittawae Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2011  Hobbyist Interface Designer
hi!! ahahah...
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